1st Argument

We had our 1st time argument. I don't really like the feelings, cos it's pain and suffer when you need to argue something silly's things with the one you love now. And the feeling was sux! Ish.

And the 1st time I felt his anger. Seriously, it's scary! :O but I knew won't happened it next time, cos won't have next time!

Ashley. I don't know who are you. I just heard your story from my hub. The 1st time I saw your post in his wall, I felt uncomfortable. Is it what you wrote for him too sweet and makes me jealous? Yes, it's did. (: I jealous mean I cares him much! I love him much! Is it I'm stealing your best friend away from you?

Hub. I won't give up everything that has you. (: I promised. I knew how pain is that when I'm saying 'I want give up everything and go back to 3 month ago'. Hub, I love you as much as I can! I won't leave you until you leave me. ♥

Hot & Spicy Sexy Megan Fox ♥

I think a lot of peoples knew who is her rite? Yeap, she is Megan Fox. The main girl character inside the Transformers's movie. (:

I like her currently, because she are enough HOT & SPICY SEXY enough ! She are my target for this year. I mean is time to change myself to be sexy and pretty. I should change my hair style? * erm, am changing actually. But I didn't know why my hair grow so the freaking damn slow. LOL. Speechless. :| * I knew the only 1 thing I need to change ! Thats mine fat and had a lot of oily ball's body shape ! D; I had been fated 3kg because of HIM ! ;| we eat nonstop everyday. Breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. LOL. Is time to slim down LSM !!! Had been started my slim down plan 1 week ago but am still work hard for that. I miss my fit tummy ! ): so I need to sit-up everyday morning and night before I slept. (:

This is what my slim down list, I don't know whether work for you all or not but it's work for me ! :D

1.) Wake up early in the morning, 25 times sit-up. After that have 2 glasses of normal water.

2.) Have your breakfast nice and delicious breakfast with the one you loves, and cares. ♥

3.) Am NOT going to have lunch. When feel hungry, I just drinking my warm water. So water is always be my side ! ;)

4.) * dinner time * this is the peoples get fat easily ! ): am not having dinner everyday I knew it's unhealthy but I have no choice. Feel hungry? Water always be your side ! ;D

5.) 25 times sit-up before sleep. And each glass of water.

* p/s: Am not taken any delicious bun and rice in my slim down plan. I just eat noddles but not drinking the oily soup ! *

Slim down and became a hot & sexy chics is my target now !

Is All About HIM :')

He is the boy I love now. I love him now. Why only now? Cos of someone told me nothing is " forever " lol lousy rite? I felt so actually. He is a guy that looks cold, lansi, sombong all the times at college. YES, he from Equator Academy Of Art but he from Interior Design. * top interior designer on the future later * ahahaha ! :D but he looks lonely, scared & afraid face everything alone. He is a romantic, cute boy I never met before ! He bring happiness for me ! He bring everything happy for me ! His cares, his loves, what he did for me everything I felt it. I can felt how deeply he love me, I can felt how much he cares. I felt !

Had a nice secret talked with him last night. I cares his pass ofcause ! Because of me, he told me everything about his passed ! 14 ex girlf, am his 15 girl now and will be his last girlf. His lasted ex was bringing too much painful and unhappy memories for him, I promised, I will bring happiness for you baby ! I wont leave you without reason. And the girl whose hurt him, can I asked you all a question? " why do you all wanna hurt him? Is it he is a damn fucking brainless asshole bustard's guy? why do you all willing to hurt me? " :'( please go away those stupid bitches ! Dont came back and tried to hurt him again ! Dont tried to came back into his life because you dont have qualifications ! I damn hates the bitches whose hurt him before ! ;|

Buu, I will tried my best to bring you happiness ! I wont hurt you ! * finger cross * I love to spend everyday with him I knew you all will said " just beginning " but I knew even though later after 1 or 2 years, we will be the same like now. Keep warm our LOVE. Our LOVE wont be cold-ing down.

Btw, HE IS A CUTE BOY ! HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU BUU <3 :')

:'(

Well. What am I gonna do now? I dunno. I have no idea. I lost my way ! I dunno where should I go when am standing at the middle road. I cried, I cried as loud as I can but after cried, seriously I felt better but still needed to continue on my assignments.

This is not the 1st time I cried for my assignments. Cried a lot of times before, but this time is different, had a strong and comfortable shoulder to let me rely, had a person to let me trusted. HE ! The one I love now, the one I need him, he will always be my side. He cried when I cried. :')

I love him ! I hope, I wish he knew ! :)

JUNE

Nothing special happening during this month although this month haven't finished yet. Im still alive in the world ! And still in love with him, MR.B. (: don't worry guys !

But I was freaking damn busy currently because of my assignments ! Everyday, every night, every mins, every second rushing assignments like a mad girl ! :O OMG. My life full of assignments now ! But luckily, I love my assignments ! (:

Takecare guys !