End of 2011

I've made a big decision, and I make it in the last minute and had nobody really know this yet except my family and some friends.

I've finally quite my stupid shit fuck up college and I join to the Inter-Excel those college train stewardess and I've took Flight Attendant Training & Interview Specialist. Yea. I quite my graphic course and I just give up although I left 3 more sem to move on but guess what? I've too much stress and I knew you guys gonna said " who have no stress when they are moving things, rite? "

I don't want continue wasted my parents money lidat, I sometimes totally how to move on and I pick what I want now.

Just wanted to say,

BYE BYE to my 2011, and everything gonna be change and new in my 2012 =)

Hey yo!!

Finally come to my term-break.......... I was stuck w/ my assignments during this 8 weeks.

And...

I was always went to Bing Bing taiwanese dessert @ Straits Quay. OMG!! I have 6xkg now.

No way!! Gotta lose weight, is the perfect 55kg. =)

Short Post

Back to my assignment's life. Nothing special.

Tired.

Hey yo !!

Time flies. Here come to the 3rd weeks of my 2nd year sem 3. Truck load of assignments and test coming in a row give me breathless. But dont worry, im gonna be fine ! (:

* p/s: it was a short update ! take care peoples.

- loves. xoxo

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I apologies for the lack update, especially if you return to my blog on a daily basic just to checked I've posted. Time flies. Here come to the 2nd week of my 4th sem. Truck load of assignments and give me breathless. I have so much to blog and share that I don't know where to start.

Grandpa was passed away for almost 1 week. At this moment, I'm still missing him always! I started my new semester hopefully, like planning my time-table but I know I will end up w/ nil result my old lazy behavior. But i'm lil bit of a disarrayed mess, its like I have so many many things that I havent done and people that I havent met. But what can I do? Tons of assignments and lessons needs to follow up because I had been absent my lessons for 1 whole week. WTF!? Yes! I really need to learn hard how to cope w/ my personal emotional and get my effin' mind concentrate on my studies! Things never goes easy anymore. Wish I could back to childhood-alike-lifestyle.

Until here, my life is pretty tedious. Anyway, shopping and food like some kind of power supplement for me to continue living. Oh ya, talk about food, I kinda disappointed w/ E&O buffet even through I dont understand why so many people like to go. Well, after everything, I am a person who willing to spend on food and of course I want the food I spend on worth the money. Different people have different way to value thing.

So, everything back to the person itself. *but I'm on-dieting now, because I am too FAT nowadays! FML.*

And I love him as much as I can for sure! My only beibie, BGCH.

Till next!

xx ♥

Happy Birthday, Baby (:

You're a part of life nowadays.

You're my everything nowadays.

I cannot leave without you, you let me to dependents you all the times. You gave me everything what I want from you. I can feel how much you love me, how much you care me, how much you are serious for our relationship. Our new born relationship gotta 3 months soon ! *happy* time flies like wings, 3 months. We met half an the years dy but we looks like knew each other long times ago, our feeling are strong. (:

Baby, sorry for I did nothing for you during your birthday. The 1st birthday you passed with girlf but I did nothing special for you, I hoped you don't mind what I gave you will be coming soon. Yes. It's a belated handmade present. *i hope you like it, worry about dunno whether you will like it not ):* everything I gave you on your birthday are coming after Friday. (:

Btw, Happy birthday to you again my lil baby boy ! You make my life. Smaksss. I rove you now and forever. :D

Goodnight humans ! xoxo

Man 20th birthday

No expensive present for her but we have a little cake for her ! :D happy belated 20th birthday to you ! Wished you all the best & be happy all the times. We are always be your side for you. I love you ! ♥

1st Argument

We had our 1st time argument. I don't really like the feelings, cos it's pain and suffer when you need to argue something silly's things with the one you love now. And the feeling was sux! Ish.

And the 1st time I felt his anger. Seriously, it's scary! :O but I knew won't happened it next time, cos won't have next time!

Ashley. I don't know who are you. I just heard your story from my hub. The 1st time I saw your post in his wall, I felt uncomfortable. Is it what you wrote for him too sweet and makes me jealous? Yes, it's did. (: I jealous mean I cares him much! I love him much! Is it I'm stealing your best friend away from you?

Hub. I won't give up everything that has you. (: I promised. I knew how pain is that when I'm saying 'I want give up everything and go back to 3 month ago'. Hub, I love you as much as I can! I won't leave you until you leave me. ♥

Hot & Spicy Sexy Megan Fox ♥

I think a lot of peoples knew who is her rite? Yeap, she is Megan Fox. The main girl character inside the Transformers's movie. (:

I like her currently, because she are enough HOT & SPICY SEXY enough ! She are my target for this year. I mean is time to change myself to be sexy and pretty. I should change my hair style? * erm, am changing actually. But I didn't know why my hair grow so the freaking damn slow. LOL. Speechless. :| * I knew the only 1 thing I need to change ! Thats mine fat and had a lot of oily ball's body shape ! D; I had been fated 3kg because of HIM ! ;| we eat nonstop everyday. Breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. LOL. Is time to slim down LSM !!! Had been started my slim down plan 1 week ago but am still work hard for that. I miss my fit tummy ! ): so I need to sit-up everyday morning and night before I slept. (:

This is what my slim down list, I don't know whether work for you all or not but it's work for me ! :D

1.) Wake up early in the morning, 25 times sit-up. After that have 2 glasses of normal water.

2.) Have your breakfast nice and delicious breakfast with the one you loves, and cares. ♥

3.) Am NOT going to have lunch. When feel hungry, I just drinking my warm water. So water is always be my side ! ;)

4.) * dinner time * this is the peoples get fat easily ! ): am not having dinner everyday I knew it's unhealthy but I have no choice. Feel hungry? Water always be your side ! ;D

5.) 25 times sit-up before sleep. And each glass of water.

* p/s: Am not taken any delicious bun and rice in my slim down plan. I just eat noddles but not drinking the oily soup ! *

Slim down and became a hot & sexy chics is my target now !

Is All About HIM :')

He is the boy I love now. I love him now. Why only now? Cos of someone told me nothing is " forever " lol lousy rite? I felt so actually. He is a guy that looks cold, lansi, sombong all the times at college. YES, he from Equator Academy Of Art but he from Interior Design. * top interior designer on the future later * ahahaha ! :D but he looks lonely, scared & afraid face everything alone. He is a romantic, cute boy I never met before ! He bring happiness for me ! He bring everything happy for me ! His cares, his loves, what he did for me everything I felt it. I can felt how deeply he love me, I can felt how much he cares. I felt !

Had a nice secret talked with him last night. I cares his pass ofcause ! Because of me, he told me everything about his passed ! 14 ex girlf, am his 15 girl now and will be his last girlf. His lasted ex was bringing too much painful and unhappy memories for him, I promised, I will bring happiness for you baby ! I wont leave you without reason. And the girl whose hurt him, can I asked you all a question? " why do you all wanna hurt him? Is it he is a damn fucking brainless asshole bustard's guy? why do you all willing to hurt me? " :'( please go away those stupid bitches ! Dont came back and tried to hurt him again ! Dont tried to came back into his life because you dont have qualifications ! I damn hates the bitches whose hurt him before ! ;|

Buu, I will tried my best to bring you happiness ! I wont hurt you ! * finger cross * I love to spend everyday with him I knew you all will said " just beginning " but I knew even though later after 1 or 2 years, we will be the same like now. Keep warm our LOVE. Our LOVE wont be cold-ing down.

Btw, HE IS A CUTE BOY ! HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU BUU <3 :')

:'(

Well. What am I gonna do now? I dunno. I have no idea. I lost my way ! I dunno where should I go when am standing at the middle road. I cried, I cried as loud as I can but after cried, seriously I felt better but still needed to continue on my assignments.

This is not the 1st time I cried for my assignments. Cried a lot of times before, but this time is different, had a strong and comfortable shoulder to let me rely, had a person to let me trusted. HE ! The one I love now, the one I need him, he will always be my side. He cried when I cried. :')

I love him ! I hope, I wish he knew ! :)

JUNE

Nothing special happening during this month although this month haven't finished yet. Im still alive in the world ! And still in love with him, MR.B. (: don't worry guys !

But I was freaking damn busy currently because of my assignments ! Everyday, every night, every mins, every second rushing assignments like a mad girl ! :O OMG. My life full of assignments now ! But luckily, I love my assignments ! (:

Takecare guys !

Aloha!

Hey blogger guys! Hows life? (: I've been so long didn't update my blogger d. Hahaha. Sorry, I'm busy currently. Okay, we shall back to the topic. :D

Having sem break now but holidays is gonna finished soon. *down* and I was spending all the times with the boy that I like and I love, MR.B (: <3 The guy I haven't met before, he are amazing! He are awesome! He are funny! He are cute and ofcourse he is the one I most love nowadays. :D

He makes my life wonderful, he are beside me all the times, when I needed a shoulder he are always be here for me. (:

Well, I'll update more soon!

Takecare babyyys! <3

Recently Bites

Holla, how have you been everyone? Sorry for too long I didn't update my blog because of I'm busying assignments last few months. Alright, million apologize to you all and I'M BACK NOW!!! I promise, I'll spend more time and fill with more colour on it. *finger cross*

My Recently Bites - Gossip Girl.

It has been my all time favorite since season 1 till now. And because if my assignments, I had missed up so many episode. But now my hardisc are full of Gossip Girl's show. *happy*

2nd bites - My Life.

Guess what? Yea, I'm single but it's not unavailable. Yes, I met a man that I never met before, he was painted my life. He let me felt what is the meaning of 'Happiness'. And ofcause I was enjoyed my life with him now. Guess who is that man? And bro's wedding just passed, I curl my hair on that dinner night. Don't misunderstand anything, the curl are not REAL, is just temporarily. Shall upload some photo here right? I know.

Sem break now. Going to Langkawi with friend soon, is college's friend. And I missed my pork bitched them!!! Rachel, Janet, Vivian, ChaiPin. We should pick a time and met up! I love the time we gossip nonstop, I love we shopping together, I love we sharing our life with each other, I love we sharing the food/stuff with each other. I LOVE THE MOMENT WHEN WE TOGETHER! <3

There is my temporarily curly hair.

Hope you guys like it!

:)

My Sweet Girls.

Met up my girls at Tuesday, 8th of March. After take our SPM Cert result, hahaha... of cause we hang out again. Yup! Hide to Queensbay. :) having lunch with them at the Winter Wamer. OMG! I was love the foods and drinks there. Quite nice the foods there, but if you wanna try the western food, I prefer to CHICHAGO.

Keep chit chat there. Although everything was changed now but our relation will never change right babes? :) Time changes everything but it never changes our friendship. Wish we are BFF always and forever. Nothing gonna change our friendship. ♥

My Sweet Girls. ♥

p/s: More picture view it on my facebook. :)

W/ the whole gang.

Someone know I'm bored during this holidays, so he call me and took me out at the night. WEEEEEEEEEE :) dinner at the place nice place, E-Gate, Starbucks. I'm having a cup of my favourite drink, Green Tea Ice Blended. :D

Some peoples, our gang are gambling there. OMG! Others is looking at us, freaking " xia sui " la! LOL but that's fun. Hahaha. :D

Myself & the Green Tea Ice Blended.

* p/s: I'm freaking ugly without make-up! Hates myself *

Bored!

What to do? Still have 1more weeks? 2weeks? Move on my holidays. This is what a freaking bored holidays for me! I'm bored and everyday doing nothing in the home. But I did something for today, see what I did for today. :D

Yes! This is my room. Do you feel suprise?

Hahahaha. I clean it up on this morning.

:DDD

The 1st time I feel time flies slow. Not slow, that is freaking slow. How I gonna alive in this 2weeks holidays? Shit! Someone free to shop with me? :'(

What to do when you free bored all the way? Hiak hiak hiak. I was playing take myself photo but of cause that's not naked photo, don't worry man! ;D

Which 1 you more prefer?

Take 1

Take 2

:)

Time ya time... Can you flies faster? Please... I'm gonna mold in home!

Out w/ the girls. :)

After rush, done and hand in the assignments...... Yup! Finally have times to breathing. And of cos is time to meet up the ' ji mui ' gang but this time was so bad, dai ka jek are not coming to join us. Emmm... Sad! :'(

We hang to Gurney watch a movie. LOL the cinema are freaking sucks man! We bought the ' Burlesque ' movie ticket but it show ' Shaolin ' movie. Damn it! @#$%^&*

' Burlesque ', the 1st movie I watch 2nd times in my life. Hahaha. I know I'm having some prob? Hmm. Maybe? :D But I was happy for do that, so never mind, as the peoples said " zi ji kai xin jiu hao ", hehehe. Do you all agree for this sentence?

Is a happy day because of somebody didn't join us today. We're not really want talk you in the back but you're force us to talk it. I wish I can tell you " P, stop staying in your wonderland world, please come out see how the truth world. Accepted the cruel of this world. There are no Prince & Princess in the world. Please... wake up bitch!"

Btw, I've been enjoying the time when we meet up. I love you all! I've appreciate I meet you all in the EAA coll. :) I glad to meet you all! You all will always be my BFF. :D

' Burlesque'

A movie I watch 2nd times. :)

Short Update

Have a lunch with my coll babe girls, but someone was spoil our mood. Sigh! What for you do that? LOL you all freaking 'kejam', do you? We are no need bother you but we treat you as our best friend only we care you but you do not bother us also. WTF!!?

Please change your everything. Don't only live in your world, please walk come out and accept the true world la bitch! The real world are not have 'prince and princess', stop dreaming! Don't keep dreaming everyday la. Stupid bitch! @#$%^&*

Hahaha. Well, holidays is coming soon. Very very soon! What I wanna do in this 2weeks holidays? I got my plan earlier. :D

1. Sleep like nobody business. Sleep as late as I can, wake up as late as I can. Weeeeeeeeee. :D

2. Clean up my rubbish room. Mom keep 'niam niam niam' me everyday, said I'm sleeping at rubbish room but after coll reopen my room will be like rubbish room again. Sigh! Clean for what?

3. Date with the babe who's long time didn't meet. Especially my Pat, Judy's gang. I miss you all freaking much!

T I R E D

I'm tired, I need a shoulder can lend me for rest a while. :)

Out w/ old mates ♥

I really like the feel when we are together, since we all are started graduation until now, we did meet from last year Chinese New Year until now although we are at Penang.

I was happy when we are together, I love the feeling. I like the gossip voice, chit chit chat chat non stop talking with each other. Hahaha. :D

I'm happy to meet you all, of course I'm happy my life have you all. I love you all girls! :)

I'm missing you all... :(

Well, I'm missing my girls now, so what can I do? I took back our photo and try to remember it. Oh! We are so enjoyed and happy when we are together. Something was stuck in my brain, I don't know what is that.

I feel suffer now. I hate this stupid weird of feelings but I can't control the weird feelings. What can I do some more? I need some alcohol in my blood body.

Currently

Currently..

I'm well. I'm fine. I'm busy for my Chines New Year's clothes. ;D

Time flies again and we're one step closer to our dream.

I know I'm 20th on this year, I know I'm getting older and older now but we're no choice, if can chose, I wish I can be 18 forever. :)

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year guys!!

What's your wish on this year? Or just like last time, nothing different?

1.) I wish..

Having a trip with my gossip girls, but where we gonna go? Langkawi? Bangkok? Genting? KL?

Hmm, seriously, we need to plan it. :)

2.) I wish..

Got my own car, no matter what car but i most love Suzuki Swift or Myvi.

Hahahah!! :D

3.) I wish..

Change a new phone, a smartphone, Black Berry.. I wan la!! :'(

Wednesday, 29th of Dec

Had a simple bbq party on Joey's house although there just only 6 person but we had a lots of fun there. :D

New friends I just know. :)

Take 1. :)

Take 2. :)

Snap with the `banana`. LOL

Take 3. :)

The last photo before we leave.

Love this the most! Yea!! Nice to meet you girls.

I'm glad to meet you all.

I'm appreciate my life got all of you. <3