2010

Again...

Time flies like a clock with wings.

It's 2010 December now, 2 more days to step in a brand new year.

Throughout the year of 2010, I've trusted the wrong people and I felt like damn sad.

I've got hurt so badly by that one person. I've made mistakes which only made me stronger.

Dear 2011,

all I'm asking is to be better than last year.

I'm not praying for a miracle anymore, I just want a better year than the one that's about to pass.

:)

Wednesday, 15th of Dec

Well, finally the dude are finished his exam and we are meet up on Wednesday night.

*I'm hungry while waititng him!! Argh!! Late again.*

The dude I miss him damn damn damn much, Mr.EK :D

After finished our dinner.. See what the dude doing there

Teng Teng~

Mr.Alan King & Mr.Edward Khoo

Smoking outside restaurant Chilis. I most hate this picture!!

In The Coll

So everyone all are study for the history exam but we are playing around in the coll. Ahahahah!!

Don't know what is the happen to us also, keeping capture photo there. Lol.

I love this most!! <3

Ahahahahaah!!

The last!! Myself!!
Here are the 'sohai Mei'

My 3weeks holidays was started now!!
Yea!! Let's go party!! Let's sleep like no body business!!

:D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GIRLSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

Dating

Finally!! Finally!! Finally I was out with the girls again. Ahahahah!!

Talk less and looks the picture. ;)

ChaiPin, Me, Penny, Jingle and the most cute Chia Yee.
Singing at RedBox

4 of us :)

Joey and Me



The day we ate Sushi King!! :D

Yummy~~~

Girl's Birthday

Finally the little girl birthday was pass! Penny Heng. :)

Happy Belated sweet 18th for you! <3

The cake we shared 2 buy

Yea!! Surprised!!

Basic Printmaking's sir, Mr.Ricardo

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Junnifer's Sweet 18th!! :D

Spegetti birthday cake. Hahah!!
Only special for her!!

Lol. what the face!? -.-
Get shocked faced or surprised faced?

This 2 months was had so many peoples birthday.
Happy birthday all!!

Incredible

The one whose closed with you was told me that who you wrote on your facebook this morning.
Honestly, I was get shocked!! That was very incredible you still viewing my blogger. Actually when I don't knew who the one you wrote I felt down and my heart was paining. Yes!! Pain!! But when I knew I'm the girl you still minding, I feel like nothing. Why become like that?
Everyone is calling me to save back our relationship except my girls.

I save it 2 times. I get hurt from you 2 times.
Honestly, my heart still paining until now... Until now... I knew they wanna try to save the friendship between me and you, I knew!! But friends just let me some times. I told Wallace, if give me the 2nd chance I won't start the love with you. I won't!! I'm regret!!
I'll keep our relation like before we get hurt, an very close friend.

Sorry for the one who's caring me, I knew I was stupid.
I need time!! I'll forgive everything about him.
Bee..
Thank you that you sing for me! Really thank you although I don't know what you singing. Hahah!! :D

What A Unlucky Month?!

GOT A LOTS OF THINGS ON MY MIND
BUT I CAN'T WROTE OUT OR EVEN TALK OUT MY FEELINGS

WHO CAN HELP ME!??

I JUST NEED A SHOULDER

A SHOULDER

My Sweet Girls

Finished my class at 1.30 in the afternoon. Erm...what to do? Where to go?
Hahah!! :D
Going to Gurney having my lunch, Sushi King. Yes!!

Heat to Gurney using 20minits from college to Gurney. Ohhh myyy gooosh!!! >< >*most hate*

Come on bitch!! Don't shopping anymore, I'm hungry!! :(

The two girls busy-ing on eating

Oh! guess what happen to her.
Yea! Eat too much wasabi already :D

After lunch, having fruit :)
Hmm. Healthy Penny

The plate I ate on right hand side
The plate Junnifer ate on left hand side
The noodles Penny ate

Penny left the sushi rice alone there *pity* :(

Junnifer add some wasabi accompany the wasabi
Hahah!! :D

My two sweet girlsss
<3>

Please attention the service charge
damn expensive about the charge
:(

Finish lunch and let's go shopping! Hahah!! :D

Term 2

What was going to happen on this term 2?
LOL. -.- who's know that right?
Hahah!!

Finally I was finish my 2weeks short holidays *not enough for me* and everyone are saying me become more and more thin than last time, hahah!! Actually I was very happy!! :D
I admit I'm thin than before holidays, I don't know why also so please don't scold me again, please......

October are going to finish soon!! November coming up next next week!!
How come the time passing so fast har!? *I wish can slow down a bit* :)
And you all... the boys, I'm do not interested with you all now but maybe on the future will got. Hahah! :D
Friends, give me sometimes please!! I don't wanna to talk about 'LOVE' now, I was very tired about this so sorry about that. :)

Wish you all have a nice October!
October is my month!
:D

不要用身體去留男人

一個男人，他可以不接受一個女人的愛，可是他不會拒絕這個女人的身體。也就是說，對於男人而言，情和性，是可以分離的，沒有必然的糾葛。

女人們往往是天真的，她們想當然的以為只要一個男人還肯和她上床，還饒有興致地和她纏綿，還會在做愛的時候表現得體貼和亢奮，那麼，這個男人就是還對她有留戀，有感情，還有留住這個男人的希望。其實，事實並不是那個樣子。

可能，大多數的男人都不會排斥女人主動的投怀送抱，倘若這個女人出於自願肯和他們上床，那就更好不過了，他們會毫不吝惜地施展自己的床上功夫，還可能會在那樣的時候有片刻的溫存和承諾，會有迷離的眼神，和溫柔的擁抱，表現得像個勇士，無往而不利，可是，這只是一個男人的性慾，與他內心深處的感情波瀾沒有任何的關係。

男人的感情和性慾，是分得很清楚的，他們對於自己愛的女人，重情重義，可是對於自己不愛的女人卻只會玩弄和遊戲，他們是絕對不會因為和某個女人發生了關係就會愛上這個女人，也不會因為繼續和某個女人上床而對這個女人重新產生愛情。對於男人而言，思維更加直接，愛或者不愛， 這是一個簡單的問題，沒有模糊，也沒有猶豫。可是對於性愛，他們永遠都不會放棄追求，愛一個女人，可以跟她上床，不愛一個女人的時候，也可以跟她上床。

　 　女人們總會心存幻想的。妄圖通過和自己喜歡的男人發生關係，而讓這個男人成為自己的或者把這個即將離去的男人挽留住，這其實根本就是徒勞。如果你們還沒有愛過，那麼，請不要試圖用自己的身體做實驗，讓這個男人愛上你；如果你們愛過了又不愛了，更不要試圖通過再一次的溫存就讓這個男人回心轉意，這都是妄想。

如果愛上了一個男人，不妨明確地告訴他，得到他一個明確的態度，不要用一種含糊不清的方式來界定你們的關係，也不要想用犧牲自己的身體來喚起這個男人的愛暱和愛情，這一招，對男人而言求之不得，對女人而言，卻是徒勞無益。如果已經失去了一個男人的愛，不要去卑微的用身體迎合和喚回他的愛，就算你們依然保持著關係，你們的愛情也永遠回不到從前，最終受到更多傷害的那個，永遠是女人。

所以，女人，真的應該把自己的身體，牢牢地看好，讓她遠離男人的視線，這個身體，她應該在更自由和更自在的方式下，盡情舒展

Changes

Here I stand alone through the night, with this weight upon my heart,

it will not go away. In my head I keep on looking right back to the start wondering what it was that made you changed.

Everybody is the same, just different faces, different names.

I rather keep things to myself than utter them out, I rather have a small diary with me to note down my hitches with everyone around me.

There are many roads to take in our lives, some to joy, some to heartache, anyone could lose their way.

What if I said that we could turn it back to the start, would you take the chance and make the change? Do you think how it would have been sometimes, if I’d stayed, if you’d tried. But I had to draw the line, still this question keep spinning on my mind but it doesn’t matter anymore.

The Sexy Girl_Joey ♥

Celebrate my sexy girl sweet 18th on Sept of 07th. :)

The gang .=D

The cake we share =)

The rabbit teeth birthday girl___Joey =)

Sponge Bob! =D
She's love him the most!

說不出口

我什麼都說不出

Me and YOU

I was get shocked when you ask me to movie.

I thought you will call a gang to movie, I get shocked again when I knew just we two.

The 1st time I watch two movies on one day.

The 1st movie you choose, The Stool Pegion, I hate! *too cruel* ='(

The 2nd movie I choose, Step Up 3. =D

I like she damn much! =)
She's pretty enough! <3

我的英雄, 王力宏!❤

没错! 他就是王力宏.

這就是他所主演的電影, 雖然是遲了, 但是我還是有著那份"心"去觀賞 =)

他就是我的英雄, 王力宏! <3>

Baby

Finish my class on 1230.

After that rush to mother's shop for helping her send two basket of flowers to a temple & before go having lunch with uncle on shop.

Meet a 3 years old little girl on there.
She looks active, looks cute too.
Honestly, I love her! =)

But when me & mama at car on the way back to mama's shop, mama told me " the girl is bother from she's mother "
I get shock for sure! & I shout " Oh gosh... mama, are you sure? "
" Yes! I'm 101% sure " answer by mama.

On the way back to mama's shop, I'm thinking " why she's parents can be so cruel? "

Think twice before you anythings.
She's innocent.

Happy 18th, Rachel.

Happy 18th birthday to you my sweetie Rachel Foong! ♥
I wish you all the best & happy always.
I miss you!
&
I love you!
^^

Nothing

We are nothing.
Of course, you are nothing too.

No Title

Wednesday went to watch,
SALT. <3>

Friday.
Meet my babe girl, Chai Pin today. =)
After having lunch, we decide to watch an movie.
The Pearl & The Jade.
What a "mou lei tao" movie?! But damn funny! =D

Watch Inception yesterday night, with my devil man.
2hours & the half.
Is a not bad movie, but is looks complicated about the substance.


Okay. Finally my 2 weeks holidays are ending now. =(
Everyday even every night hang out with the dudes & the bitches. *I was enjoy!* =)
Bieee's gave me a gift, bought from Singapore. I like it! <3 >*sweet* =)

Is time to keep all the mood! Time's to back my stress life!

Mc'D GCB♥

Mc'Donald are having new burger now! Yeeeaaaa! =D

1 week eat three times for it, the taste are delicious! I'm loving it! <3>

No Love

I couldn't find a place or anyone to express my feelings recently.
So what can I do?
No one is really understand me!
No one is really care about me!

I realize, no true love on this world!
What can I do? Nothing I can do!
Stop asking me whether I'm fine or not. Honestly, I'm not fine!
I just need someone's shoulder at these time but I don't think I have.
I had seen everything clearly in my eyes.

Take a break!

Can just give me a min? I only need a min to take a breathe!

Now only I realize, what's the feeling when you're being alone in this dark & lonely world.
Without my Cecelia Mum that could make me feel that this world still not bad.
I don't know I can still stand for how long.

男人與女人

男人從不體諒女人想什麼.
男人從不知女人在擔心他.
男人要在失去後才覺得珍貴.
男人與女人之間有很多的不同.
男人總是認為女人是麻煩的事情.
男人總是做錯了事情也不會道歉.

這世界上還有好男人嗎?

女人總是被自己的另一半搞得神經兮兮.
女人總是為了自己的另一半犧牲,但男人卻沒有感動過.
女人總是躲在角落自己流淚.
女人總是希望付出後男人可以對她好一點.

真心誠意愛你的女人才會為你付出一切.
真心誠意愛你的女人才會時常在你身邊碎碎念.
真心誠意愛你的女人才會時時刻刻的關心你,呵護你.

女人很笨嗎?
一點都不!
女人會這麼做都是因為她們是真心誠意的愛你們,但你們呢?

越是在乎的人越是讓自己不開心.
越是在乎的人越猜不到他在想什麼.

有時候女人決定放手並不代表她們不愛了,而是她們愛得累了.

有時侯放手對女人而言是一件好事.

Recently

Reeelaxxx......
Wow! Finally I was free now, just done all my assignment already & 2 weeks holidays are coming on next week. =D

Finally my Semester-1 is finished. Semester-2 are coming after the 2 weeks holidays.
I think & I guess I'll be more stress couldn't free like Semester-1.

By the way, I'll slept as much as I can on my 2 weeks holidays because I damn tired now & my eyes are looks like a panda eyes. @_@

I'm Fine Here

Just back from a trip, for breathing.
Every things was changing now, a lot of problems I need to solve it by myself.

No one is know me perfectly!
No one is understanding what my mind thinking!
No one is know my feeling!

But luckly, I still got some buddies always stand by me. *Sweet! =)
I love them as much as I can, especially you! <3>

For You - Rachel Ying

別為了不珍惜你的人而活.

因為他已經快活的看不見你的悲傷,不值得.

要為了珍惜你的人而活,這讓你的生活更快樂,更值得.

College's Friends

Deng deng~ there's my college friends.

Boys and girls. Is it a big gang?
Yea! I think so. =D

How long we didn't hang out together?
How long we didn't like today?
Errrmmmm...quite long time, since you guys girl friend came.
So when we'll like today again?
Errrmmm...who's will knew. =D

Girls - Jing Yee, Penny, my babe Chai Pin, my girl Joey & Junnifer.
Boys - Seong, Zhen Ning, Chee Kuan, Bee, Shen, Ray, Shuang Pin, Hao & Matthew.

Movie Day

Bee's going to Shanghai this Friday, so before he leave Penang, we are going to watch movie on today & tomorrow.

Went to Gurney for movie, before go in to the movie going to have my lunch with my darling Chai Pin and babe girls. =)
Always saw Varents on Gurney with a girl. Errrmmm...she's girl friend?
Hmmm. I guess! =D

The 1st time I fall slept on the cinema. Hahahaaa!
Is it I'm too tired? Or I'm too sleepy? I don't knew. =D
Tomorrow we're going to Gurney for movie again. *Gurney will be my 2nd house very soon!

P/S:- I hope tomorrow will be a happy day & also a nice day! =)

Sleepy Day

Friday

Aaarrrggghhh!!! Woke up early in the morning & went to Chai Pin's house.
She's fetching me went to Burmahtel for fetch our boss-Bee & Bee's brother, Seong of course is gaving us a big present, "aeroplane" on last min. >_< What a stupid movie!? That's a bored movie! Wasting my time! >_<

Saturday
I'm gonna kill Seong!!!
Woke me up on 10o'clock. ='( *Damn sleepy!
Pin's house again. For discussing moral assignment.
Before we start to discuss, waiting for Penny and Seong came to Pin's house. While we waiting, better have a lunch 1st. Yea! Mc'D for life!
When all reached, started discuss but about 4.30pm, all back & we are doing nothing on her house. =D